~*Miss Nichole ~*

i really want a website again. i miss posting and having comments and shit!
I just need a host and a layout (Remember i'm html retarted lol) I might just make a myspace for my online friends..if there are any left. I dunno. someone comment and let me know you still exist
nichole

C U R R E N T-
[ Current Clothes ] I be slouchin in the library with my gray hoodie and gray sweatpants
[ Current Mood ] tired
[ Current Music ]creepy wizzard man talking to his damn self
[ Current Taste ] lemonade
[ Current Make-up none
[ Current Hair ] messy
[ Current Annoyance ] this stupid job
[ Current Smell ] whatever the people in the learning center are eating
[ Current Desktop Picture ] something tropical
[ Current Book you're reading ] nothing
[ Current CD in CD Player]josh turner
[ Current DVD in player]alf
[ Current Refreshment ] lemonade
[ Current Worry ]passing classes

-L A S T. P E R S O N-
[ You Touched ]david
[ You Talked to] sheldrena
[ You Hugged]david
[ You Instant messaged ] mom
[ You Yelled At ]shadow
[ You Kissed ] david
-F A V O R I T E-
[ Food ] as long as its food and not something totally gross i'll pretty much eat it.
[ Drink ] Sundrop
[ Color ] Pink
[ Album ]Kelly Clarkson- breakaway
[ Shoes ]my sketchers(either of the 12 pairs i have)
[ Candy ]candycanes
[ Animal ] cat
[ TV Show ] Days Of Our Lives,GG
[ Movie ]/
[ Dance ]?aww i wanna dance lol
[ Song ] ?
[ Vegetable ]Potato
[ Fruit ] Apple
[ Cartoon ] dont watch cartoons

-A R E .Y O U.-
[ Understanding ]I try to be
[ Open-minded ] sometimes
[ Arrogant ] At times
[ Insecure ] sometimes
[ Interesting ] At times
[ Random ] VERY
[ Hungry ] not right now
[ Friendly ]yes
[ Smart ] yes
[ Moody ] VERY
[ Childish ]VERY
[ Independent ]not really
[ Hard working ] Lazy as hell
[ Organized ]Depends on what we're talking about
[ Healthy ] trying to be
[ Emotionally Stable ] a lil bit
[ Difficult ] much of the time
[ Bored Easily ]yes
[ Messy ] yes
[ Thirsty ] yes
[ Responsible ] at times
[ Obsessed ] with lots of things
[ Angry ] not right now
[ Sad ] not right now
[ Happy ] yes
[ Hyper ]at times
[ Trusting ]too much so at times
[ Talkative ]yes

-W H O .D O .Y O U .W A N T .T O-
[ Slap ] myself for keeping this job
[ Get Really Wasted With ]noone
[ Get High With ]noone
[ Look Like ]hmm i dunno..
[ Talk To Offline ]david
[ Talk To Online ]nicole

-W H O-
[makes u laugh the most?]david
[makes you smile] david
[gives u a funny feeling when you see them ] ?
[who do you have a crush on?] noone..i'm married duh
[is easiest to talk to ]david

-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you? not anymore
[save aol/aim conversations] sometimes. if i dont get froze up on the computer
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex] no
[cried because of someone saying something to you] yes i'm such a crybaby

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend] yes
[been rejected] yes
[rejected someone] yes
[been cheated on] yes
[done something you regret] of course
-D O .Y O U -
[smoke cigarettes] nope
[could you live without the computer?] NO WAY
[color your hair] ooh yah.blonde highlights
[ever get off the damn computer] on occasion
[habla espanol] not really
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?] not many..
[drink alchohol?]duh
[like watching sunrises or sunset] both, either
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?] both can be unbearable

-N U M B E R .O F-
[i had my heart broken] too many to count
[hearts ive broken] two or three
[guys ive kissed]4
[girls ive kissed] none
[close friends i have] a handfull
[CDs i own] hundreds
[scars on my body] eeee 1 i think
[things i regret] too many to count

update on creepy weird guy..he got fired from our schools learning center for sexual harassment..and he is a mourician or however u spell it .. . and he always seems to show up when my main library woman is gone. and..i am trying to get him kicked out of the library but I walk to school..and i am afraid that he would see me and do something to me or something.(paranoid much?_

anyways. supposed to get some rain/freez rain /snow tonight/tommorow ..fine w/me/ i am so sick of this freaking job in the library. I only make 24 bucks a day so whatever

I have an anatomy test tommorow night..i am so tired I can't even hold my headup at 1 in the day..this would be the best time to study; through my boredom

ok more latter
you know you love me
nichole

I work in the library doing co-op from 12-3
today i am staying late, and the main librarian is gone
its a cloudy dark fall /winter evening and i am alone
except for the guy who talks to hisself and is doing wizzard school online
omg help me

so this livejournal of mine has fallen behind majorly
i have myspace but i'm not so comfratable with adding alot of people on it,and i am thinking of making one for my online friends. we'll see how it goes

this has been a bad year for me but a good year for me. the bad part is I had cervical cancer. the good is my dr. has finally gotten every thing (2 colposcopy's a LEEP and a cone biopsy) I also got married. I have a cat named Shadow. and all is finally well

Nichole

I totally forgot about livejournal!
how are you people? I miss you all !!!!
I got MARRRIEED lol. not to mark tim or jason.. be VERY proud!
i'll write more latter.. I don't have the net at my place yet, so i have to go to the library or my mom's but i'm working on it! please write me I need you guys!

miss nichole
6/17/07 nichole & david :)

i just told mark off ...lol. i mean seriously i let 2 years of crap fly.
i'm sick of being called a whore and all that by him. hello if i was a whore w. anyone its him
it all started because i'm going to L/H to meet tim on thursday cuz he's in a Golf thingy ...trying to be nice to mark i told him it was jason and he just flipped the fuck out.
seriously one day I can't wait to say on here that mark is OUT OUT OUT.
Tim would kick his ass if he knew what was going on.
i'm in word processing class right now..lol i'm SO ahead.
more latter
♥ tims bebe'

I was thinking about starting to write here again, and I was wondering how much i'm missed? let me know , so I can make a decision :)

Timothy ALbert & Karen Nichole 10 Months 6 Days ^ And Counting :)

tim finally showed up around 6. the first thing he said was don't even fucking start.

apparently ms ex wife has been all over him like white on rice since11 this morning. thats never a good thing. *sigh*

also hes mad at me because I had the ring cut. i told him that i was and he got it fucked around and thought i was getting a guard for it, which i originally had planned on. turns out the ring was his moms and it just goes from there. joys.

i was about to start in on him about him being so cranky on friday and hes like ok nichole do you wanna fucking fight because i will fight with you. i was like no .. sheesh

i told him about changing majors and such. we had pretty good convo..then guess who had to call and screw it up



if you guessed Mark well you'd be right. so then tim was all flying off about mark calling. which i understand . well then hes like if mark doesnt stop calling me he's gonna break up with me ! grr.!

hes like i love you nichole but this has to stop... and i understand

i told him how I hate having sex with him and then him leaving rightafter i mean seriously it makes me feel like i'm with jason or mark and it makes me feel like a hoe. hes like im your BOYFRIEND. do you need me to hold your hand and explain that in more detail? i'm like no.

he wrecked the altima friday night. almost flipped it. i dont know . apparently since i've been gone things have not been good

he only stayed about an hour..and i was pissed over that but whatever. its ok. now i just want to drive off the mt. and smack the hell out of mark. GRR

*************

changing the subject. my grandmas friend Helen, has a granddaughter named Kayla..well helen usually sells kaylas clothes at a huge yardsale in the summer, but after she found out we are the same size she calls my grandma in advance and we get together and i get to go through them first! i might take some pics. i litterly had 3 washer loads full of new stuff.

I am addicted to HGTV since i've been at home

ay ay ay.

Tim was supposed to be here at 4. its 5:30 ..fuck i'm so glad I don't hold my breath when it comes to that boy and when he says he's gonna show up or i'd be dead. whatever. this shit has to end.i'm sick of opting out of other things waiting on him. if he'd call or something i'd be not as upset, but apparently he can't ever seem to do that

i'm changing majors. fuck this elementary education. i'd be 45 before i could ever get all this mess done. i'm going back to good ole GC this fall to do medical office admin. if i was smart i'd have done it to begin with

out...

ok so my birthday sucked. we'll get there though

friday morning i left here around 8:30(was gonna leave earlier but I slept a lil latter than I thought, and i had to take my shelf apart that was in the bathroom to take it home to my mom, and that thing was a bitch to take a part)

I got home 11ish i guess it was.my mom and i went to L Town and ate at the chinese place, went to walmart , went to goodwill and came back home

I went tanning, cleaned up and ended up going over to M to get mark. we ended up eating @ ocharleys and he embarassed the hell out of me (no he didnt have happy bday sang to me because my ass would have left and he'd be stilll looking for a way home) I just want to forget what happened. we went to target but they closed at 10 which i think is a bunch of crap because why does super target that close to a 24 hour walmart close?

we went to his house watched a movie and i fell asleep. around 12:30 i left and went home

ok so my bday...it was honestly just another day. i really didnt get anything, i didnt go anywhere, there was no drinking or partying involved. i basically slept and was by myself the entire day. i think thats pretty shity

tims comming over after while or so he says. i seriously dont get to excited anymore because i just get pissed more when he doesnt.says he got me something. i hope its a ring or that phone lol.

maybe someone will throw me a belated bday bash!

everything in my world is crazy as usual. tim and I are comming up on 6 months in the begining of march so that should prove to be interesting :)
I finally got to meet his lil boy Bryce today. hes freaking precious i'm telling you. I didnt really know what to expect and i was nervous but it went really well. he's so like his daddy its crazy!
these are the flowers that tim got me for valentines day it was really cool cuz noone ever really got me flowers before :)http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v48/SweetGossipGirl/100_0095.jpg

i'm never happy ever anymore though. i'm moving back home to go to the university close to my house after this sem. its gonna be so hard to leave tim though. seriously i never thought that i'd ever get this close to him hopefully things will work out

i think its weird how when i try to tell people i am depressed they change the subject.

right now i'm waiting for tim to come over ( hopefully) i got his bday present (2 weeks late lol) and I really wanna cuddle some.

my birthday is this weekend but of course there arent any plans. there never are .i'm such a reject

i'll leave it at that. more latter.

tommorow= my first day of spring 2006 classes
my schedule this semester
ALL CLASSES are TUES/THURS

Applied Grammar 8-9:15
Break
Studies In Folklore 11:00-12:15
World Litterature 12:30-1:45
Health Education 2:00-3:15

that two hour break really sucks. lol.

in cool news- i'm a SENIOR now... didnt realize that i'd gotten that far hee hee. there should be much celebration.. though i'll be a senior forever

oh get this ...luckily my 8:00 class got cancelled for tommorow. I already like this teacher!

I spent the day cleaning up, watched days of our lives and went to pick up my rental books. it was a mess. it took me 15 minutes to get to park in the parking deck. then i waited about 30 minutes for my books. then i waited 30 minutes to get out of the parking deck.

my roommates are so bitchy. i cant speak for the one girl, cuz shes never ever said anything to me, and i actually think that she kind of likes me. but damn these other two..argh!
my mom is getting me a two bedroom apt next sem ....thats gonna be awesome .. only gotta deal with one other person vs 3 should be a lil bit easier

the latest bitchiness..
i went over to becca's to chill for a while yesterday afternoon, walk in and they are all ...social.... they are in the living room dipping shit in chocolate. well then my one roommate who has never ever ever since the day we moved in liked me.. looks at me and tells me i wrote my name on one of HER baking sheets. well thats a bunch of SHIT. i'm like look i havent .. well you cant never finish a sentance around the girl. so i was just really nice about it. i'm like its a baking sheet ... take it ..whatever..
next thing you know i wont have nothing around here. damnit. 99.9% of the kitchen stuff is MINE MINE MINE.

I don't know why this chick hates my guts... but like i say from day 1 she has hated my guts. now what i may say next might piss some people off. i honestly do not have anything against people that arent skinny .. really the majority of my family is not skinny lol. but i think shes freaking jealous because i am. that and the fact that i always have tim or jason over here (and used to be mark was here alot) and she doesnt have like companionship from the opposite sex like i do. it makes since. i have been nothing but nice to the girl. every time i see her i try to be social and talk but she just is determined to ignore me. tim and jason are even nice when they see her and she gives them look like go to hell as well. i finally just said to hell with her ignore her when u come over.

see these girls...they are very.. or have been.. very non social. they stay in their rooms and you never see them. which I don't suppose is a big deal really. Last semester i was VERY SICK. i got a cold that mutated into a virus ..and it developed into a bacterial infection from rebecca. i was pretty much out of it from sept- right before thanksgiving. I went to class, came back here and SlEPT all the time. the days i did feel good i was over @ rebecca's or out somewhere with rebecca.

mark came up ...a couple of times... jason came over about once every 2 weeks ...give or take. tim came over a couple times a week..but more or less on the weekends. marks the only one that ever really stayed any length of time/spent the night. when my people are here they stay in my room and if they need something from the kitchen they definantly know whats mine....so there is no way that they bug anyone.

alot of my shit went missing last semester. lots of it was food.. a huge ass box of rice krispies, chicken breast, pizza's then there was the stuff in my bathroom.. wash cloths... shaving cream, bubble bath. and then there was my fabric softner which really pissed me off cuz i use that expensive downy lavender & vanillia stuff.

well my mom & i came up to the apt on new years day and the place was A WRECK. my mom and i cleaned a little bit and that was it.

Jason called me every night last week begging me to come back up here...so thursday i decided was a good day. i had to go the LONG WAY back here because they were working on the mountain ...i'd never been that way and i got a migraine in the process. i get here and all freaking hell broke loose.

i called jason and told him and that i hoped he got over here ASAP just in case something bad happened. hey i'm a little girl. u never know.

well cassie started running my mouth(she lives on the same end of the apt as me. we share a bathroom and havent ever really had any problems with one another) she said i was a fucking bitch, i'm psychotic and that i'm irresponsible. she also says that they are all afraid to have people over because of me and i dont even know whatelse. it was just stupid. at first i was kinda yelling but then i just started being really sicky sweet and she got even more pissed and it was kinda funny.

apparently... i have had shit in the freezer since i moved in. which is true.. a bag of sausage. and its in the freezer you know? well that van girl (the one who totally hates me ...ms cookie sheet) never would let me finish a sentance. i guess since i always replace my food as I eat it, and i always eat basically the smae thing some people could be confused.
also i take all the storage space according to them.
and cassie said i decorated our bathroom tacky and it looked like shit.
well about 15 minutes latter after they started this jason was on the scene and they made out of here really fast

after jason left i took EVERYTHING that was mine in the bathroom ..which was most everything in there.. including the shelf and put it my room. i left the shower curtain and liner.. the toothbrush holder, my soap...and the cleaning stuff that i'll never have to worry about her using because she's dirty as hell. I left tims ashtray.. lol

i cleaned off the shelf in the living room. if they dont want it for their stuff i'll take it down and take it home.

i cleaned the majority of the empty storage tubs in the storage closet out and put them in the car. i have two more to put in ,but i'll put them in on my way home this weekend. i'm leaving one here, along with my 2 cases of water and luggage in the closet. since they need all this space. ha ha.

well i'll write more latter. i need to find something to drink... hee hee

First Post Of 2006!
I am so slack with the updating here, but really i'm just slack in general lately. or always. whichever works for you
Tim & I are dating now..for the second time... sort of... nothings any less complicated than it ever was in my life
I have a really bad cold right now, and i'm wore the fuck out because of alot of shit that went on yesterday with my fucking bitch as hell roommates.
just wanted to write a few lines and say Happy New Year ...Keep In Touch...
♥ nichole

yes I am Alive
i never update anymore because I never have time, and i've gotten used to writting on myspace just for myself and a few select people that i know in real life.
i'm thinking about trying to get back into the LJ, so if your still around just holla and let me know whats going on.
nichole

my how things have changed everyone.. you don't even know.. and i don't even know where to begin..
&Hearts; Nichole

boo! grr i do NOT feel well today..my head hurts so bad..and for no real reason... I really would like to get the site back up but i'm waiting for steve to send me all my info cuz its been so long i've forgotten.
today is such a lazy day.. watching the Oc and napping..

i'm trying to start up my site/lj again so wish me luck! i miss u peeps ;)

1. Kissed your cousin: my baby cousins

2. Ran away: close but not yet

3. Pictured your crush naked? lol um more than that ..:)

4. skipped school: every now n then.. cuz i can.. :)

5. Broken someone's heart: i'm sure i have

6. Been in love: been there...i'm thinking no

7. Cried when someone died: yeah

8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yep...its life

9. Broken a bone:luckily ..shockingly no. .omg when i read that i thought it said been to boone? lol

10. Done something embarrassing: everyday in my life

11. Lied to friends: sadly, yes

12. Cried in school: yes

WHICH ONE..

13. Coke or Pepsi: Coke

14. Sprite or 7UP: Sprite

15. Girls or Guys: Guys...definitely Guys

16. Flowers or Candy: Flowers

17. Scruff or Clean shaved: Either one

18. Blondes or Brunettes: Either one

19. Bitchy or Slutty: Bitchy..though i'm quite the slut.urm hoe. um j's hoe..

20. Tall or Short: Tall

21. Pants or Shorts: doesnt matter..

22. Night or Day: Night

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX

23. What do you notice first: Their eyes or smile

25. Worst Question To Ask:

26. Last time you showered:this morning

27. Stepped outside: while ago

what happened to number 28? who knows!

29. Romantic memory: when jason first kissed me. that was actually the best night ever. aww

FAVORITE

30. Your Good Luck Charm: ?

31. Person You Hate Most: Hate.. um.. ..

32. Best Thing That Has Happened: meeting jason and vanity

33. On your desk: not my desk..lol

34. Picture on your desktop: mine @ the apt is my cousin's picture
FAVORITE:

35. Color: pink/blue

36. Movie: Notebook / mean girls/gwtw

38. Cars: ?

39. Ice Cream: Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough

40. Season: Fall

41. Breakfast Food: chicken biscuit

42. Makes you laugh the most: funny movies and friends

43. Makes you smile: my friends and babies and knowing someone loves me

44. Can make you feel better no matter what: anyone that says they are proud of me

45. Has A Crush On You: yeah

46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yeah

47. Who Has it easier? Girls or Guys?: guys

48. Gives you A Funny Feeling When You See Them: no one

49. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night?: yes

50. Save AOL conversations: yeah

51. Save E-mails: used to

52. Foward secret messages?:uh huh

53. Wish you were someone else: all the time

54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: sometimes

55. Wear perfume: sometimes

56. Kiss: definitely a kisser

57. Cuddle: definitely a cuddler

58. Go online for longer than eight hours at a time: i dont want to answer that

HAVE YOU EVER

59. Fallen for your best friend: yes

60. Made out with JUST a friend: yes

61. Kissed two people in the same day: yah

62. Had sex with two different people in the same day?oh good Lord. techincally yes. ewie..

63. Been rejected: yes

64. Been in love?: refer to #6

65. Been in lust?:yeah

66. Used someone?: not intentionally

67. Been used?: yes

68. Cheated on someone?: not now...not going to

70. Been kissed?: yes

71. Done something you regret?: yes

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

72. You touched?: Mark

73. You talked to?: MArk

74. You hugged?: Mark

75. You instant messaged?ummm.. my cousin parker

77. You yelled at?: my mom. dont get me started...

78. You thought about?: jason vanity mark parker

79. Who text messaged you?: uhh.. mark ..a long time ago

80. Who broke your heart?: my mom/....

81. told you they loved you? Mark

DO YOU...

82. Color your hair?: yeah

83. Have tattoos?: no

84. Have piercings?:yeah...my ears

85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? sadly, no

86. Own a webcam?:yes

87. Own a thong?: yes
88. Ever get off the damn computer?: yes

89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: nope
90. Habla espanol?: si

91. Quack?: yes,i think im crazy

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...

92. Stolen anything? no

93. Smoke? no

94. Schizophrenic? no

95. Obsessive? can be

96. Compulsive? i guess so

97. Obsessive compulsive? uh huh

98. Panic?: yes

99. Anxiety?: yes

100. Depressed?: yes

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...:

101: pretty? yeah

103: hot? sometimes

104: friendly? yeah

105: amusing? maybe

106: ugly? sometimes

107: caring? yes

108: sweet? yes

109: dorky? yes

DESCRIBE YOUR..

110: Wallet?its pink..lol

111: Hairbrush? which one? i have one with a pic of me on it(well its an angel..but you get it? )lol

112: Toothbrush?purple

113: Jewelry worn daily? ... depends

114: Pillow cover? white .. i think

115: Blanket? which one.. we got the care bears...the purple chenelle one..

116.sunglasses? again which ones

117: Underwear? pink boy short ones with flowers..aww

118: CD in stereo right now? nothing..

119: Tattoos? see 83

120: Piercings? see 84

121: What you are wearing now?pink flower shirt, pink flower skirt, pink flower undies..they are three different shades of pink and 3 different flower patterns but i look adorable lol

122: In my mouth? teeth

123: In my head? my thoughts


124: Wishing? I wish to go far away..like up the moutain.. you know.. away from my MOM

125: After this? no clue

126: Person you wish you could see right now? actually people Jason B. Vanity and Parker

127: Is next to you right now? my purse

128: Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming year? fall semester.

Remember me? lol